Friday, February 19, 2010

Technology Now Days.

I remember the commercials in the 90's about how amazing it was to have caller ID. Now days, people rarley use home phones, instead they have cell phones. I'm not a tech savvy person, for example I'm the person who still prefers writing letters via mail, not through the web. Anyways, I did this thing for my blog where you can see who looks at your profile page. The coolest thing to know people through out the world, are reading my posts. Whether it be Washington, New York, Arizona, Europe etc. Technology is so crazy sometimes, but I'm slowly learning things here and there. *Laughs* Pretty shnazy.

Thursday, February 18, 2010

Wonders.

Do you ever use products on a daily or regular basis? To where you'd be nothing without it, or how much you love the wonders it does? I know I do. These are a few products that do wonders for me personally...

Redken: Does miracles to my hair. Super soft.

Crest Premium White Strips: Use about once a year, but improves a brighter smile =)

LipBalm: Keeping lips soft is big. Especially if you have someone to kiss everyday.

Aloette: I love love love this product. Everyone says proactive this and that, but Aloette is amazing! This really does wonders to your skin.

Bare Minerals: I personally have rosie cheeks, for example sometimes one side is more pink than the other. Bare minerals is one of the few products out there, that I've seen balance my skin tone.

Mints: You don't have to worry about throwing your gum away *laughs* and you have fresh breath for a longer period.

Valentine's Day.

One of my favorite days to celebrate... Valentine's Day! This is the day to spend time with the ones you love or your significant other, and I simply did just that. I woke up in a not so happy mood, but for good reasons. But as the morning went by, this was not the day to bicker at each other. We spent the majority of the morning/ day in bed. Sleeping, laughing, telling stories, more sleeping and just cuddling. We finally got up and got ready, but decided to stay in. He surprised me with a big romantic dinner with a movie. It was the cutest thing. We don't get to sit down at the table and make dinner with each other because of our busy schedules. I'm a simple gal, I'm somewhat easy to please. The littlest things mean the most to me, and those little things he did made my whole day.

Thursday, February 4, 2010

Getting Older.

I feel so old! *Laughs* My cousin turned 24 today, freaking 24! It was not too long ago when we were walking to the playground together or coming home from school watching TRL or Family Matters. I'm 21 in October and it was just yesterday I graduated. All I know is that I cherish every moment I have with family. They mean the world to me, and are a big part of my life and who I am today. So many memories so many stories. Her birthday dinner was awesome, to have everyone there especially my brother Derrick. It's nice to get together like that and just laugh and laugh and not to mention eating good food. Best Wishes Hun!
Let's not forget about the love of my life. He will always have a part of my heart, no matter what happens. 
& on a personal note, I don't even mind the beard. =)

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

All At Once.

For a few weeks now, I've had writers block. So many things running through my mind, but when it came time to write about them, nothing.. nada.. zip. I think now I can just let everything out, well, almost everything.

- January was an interesting month for me, running into people from high school, especially the ones I never thought in a million years to see, at least not like that. If I could go back, I would have liked it to be a little different, rather than how it was. Being caught off gaurd you imagine running into certain people and invisioning everything to be completely standard. The usual " Hi, how are you?" phrase, or " How's life" etc. Whether it's with the cute boy, or someone from class, or even an old friend. But in reality, it either turns out good, or not so good. Everything happens so quickly and when things go a little off track you think about what the heck just happened, laugh about it and go on with your day.

- Then, that week I decide to cut my bangs rather than my hair. I wanted a new look, and I needed it fast. So being impatient, I did it in the spur of the moment. I see it as hair is hair. It will always grow back so might as well experiment with different looks and ideas while you can. But in my honest opinion, bangs aren't for me.

- Besides that, my relationship has been on the rocks. Maybe it's my fault, or his, or maybe no one is to blame, either way there's a lot of things that need to be worked on in order for us to work. We've been together for so long, and throughout the years people change. He's still the same big kid I fell in love with, for me I know I've changed but for the best. Perhaps that's why it's been tough because he's in love with the old me. Or maybe I just grew up and he's not my number one priority anymore. I'll admit it, he's not. I love him so much, but I have more focus in my work, and going back to school. Last year we got back together after many months of he said she said etc. but never had closure from before. We got back together because we were still madly in love. I don't regret any of it. Things happen for a reason, it all makes sense in the end. If we end up making things work, that would be amazing because he is a great person. If we end up going our own ways, I know we'll have closure and I'm okay with that. We are on different pages but this isn't the first time, only time will tell...

- Lately, I need a vacation. Just to get away from all the chaos. It just amazes me, people who are so negative, or only think about themselves when there are more important things to life. Work has been stressful, living with roomates is never easy, but I love them to death =). One thing after the next, but that's life. Maybe out of the country? Spain, always wanted to go to Paris, or perhaps somewhere tropical like Hawaii? Hmm.. or maybe my home away from home, New Mexico. My family means the world to me, and they are the definition of what a family is. Decisions decisions.

- And January going on to February. Last month, I wanted to try something new doing something different out of the box for me each month. January, I cut my bangs which was a different look for me. This month, who knows what's in store.